Aw--you have a great big heart, and it shows. It shows in your writing, too. Like in Transcendence, which was a huge creative effort to show the pain and the beauty, and to wake people up to the fact that it doesn't have to be this way--even without an alien artifact to help. You really put your heart into that, and anyone who reads it with open eyes is going to see that. When your heart cracks, remember what Leonard Cohen said: "There's a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."