Tragedies great and small across the world, and what they do to us.

[mckitterick]

I was just reading a friend's post about getting shot in the butt by a drive-by, and I burst into a big crying jag. At first I couldn't figure out why that would bother me so much; he was okay afterward, and it even inspired him to stop carrying a gun, himself.

I realize what whacked me was thinking of how people treat each other: a delayed response to what happened 10 years ago on Sunday and all the other ways that people hurt and destroy one another. Sometimes we can ignore the bad news on the radio, sometimes we can forget the inhumanity of humankind to others, but we don't really stop caring, the pain and disillusionment doesn't stop building. We hear stories about inhumanity like those assholes in the Republican debate audience who laughed at the death of the uninsured, or what the Palestinians and Israelis are doing to one another, or the Syrians, or the Afghans; we hear about violent robberies, we suffer our own small but devastating personal tragedies, we encounter any of a million other conflicts big and small that blaze around the world every single day. And, usually, we're able to distance ourselves from those things, resist getting too emotional about them.

But the pain is still there, bubbling under the surface, and once in a while one little thing is enough to open a crack, and the pressure is released in a great flood of tears.

I love this horrible and wonderful species, but sometimes it breaks my heart.

Chris

Comments

[bogwitch64.livejournal.com]

When the bad is so heavy, the good has to be that much more uplifting. XX

[mckitterick.livejournal.com]

Yes.

It's kind of sad that people don't usually show what they're capable of except at the worst of times, but it's wonderful that they do then, when it's most needed.

[ericreynolds.livejournal.com]

It's amazing that we instinctively do the right thing sometimes. If only we could do something about the instincts that long ago helped us survive, but now just divide us. It's gotten to the point that it's more important to follow the lead of what your group is doing about something even if it goes against compelling evidence to the contrary.

[mckitterick.livejournal.com]

Eric, you're right, sadly. Our civilization has evolved so much faster than our species has. *sigh*